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Sh*t Well-Meaning-But-Misguided People Say to Lesbians Without Kids

11/21/2013

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Okay, I'm hesitating to post this because it makes me seem way more curmudgeonly than I actually (think I) am.  Oh well. 

I should also say that
at least for me, and maybe for other people, none of this applies if you're a close friend or close family member. 
It's more when acquaintances or (godfuhbid) strangers offer their advice that I blanch.
What you say: There are soooo many options for people who want kids!
What I hear: You're probably too stupid to figure this out, but you can procreate without having sex with a man!

What you say: But you'd be such a good parent!
What I think: I'd also be a good race car driver, occupational therapist, or professional shoeshiner.  Natural predilection does not a destiny make.

What you say: Some people are too selfish to have kids.
What I hear: You are selfish and shallow.  Unless you have kids.  In which case all is forgiven.  But I thought better of you.  Now you just make me sad.

What you say: You could always adopt!
What I think: No sh*t.

What you say: Lots of lesbians are having kids these days!
What I think: Lots of lesbians are also chain-smokers, alcoholics, drug users, glue-sniffers, head cases, doctors, truckers, and couch potatoes.  So?

What you (usually another lesbian) say: My mom didn't fully accept my partner and me until we had kids.  But now that she has grandkids, we're closer than ever.
What I hear: Your mother will never fully love you until you procreate.

What you say: There are SO many children out there who need good homes.
What I think: So why didn't you adopt instead of having biological kids?  Oh--you're scared you'll end up with a crack baby or a psychopath from a Russian orphanage who's never been held?  But I should go for it?  Thaaanks.

What you say: NO one thinks they want kids. Then they have them and they're glad they did.
What I think: Am I the only person in the world who's ever heard of cognitive dissonance?

What you say: Are you thinking of having a family?
What I think: So, me + DGF + slightly swollen canine ≠ "family?"  Screw you.

What you say: You haven't lived a full life unless you have kids.
What I hear: Your life is invalid.  There's only one way to redeem yourself, and it smells like diapers.

What you say: You may think you know what love is, but you don't really know what love is until you have kids.
What I hear: All your feelings are pathetic, shallow, and invalid--mere shadows of what they could have been.  Alas!

Okay, so I'm being melodramatic, but you get the idea.

I actually don't think the pressure is nearly as bad for lesbian and gay couples who don't want kids, as it is for straight couples who don't want kids.  People basically assume that opposite-sex couples are going to have kids, and that if they don't, it's because there's something biologically "wrong" with them.  Instead of just getting asked, "Do you think you'll have kids someday?", people will ask questions like, "Do you think you're going to...  start trying?" 

OMG.

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To Procreate or Not to Procreate?

11/18/2013

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I once asked my friend Erica what it felt like to want a kid.  She said that when she saw other people's babies, she just wanted to steal them and have them for her very own.

I have never felt this way.

Although, admittedly, I want to steal other people's dogs and take them home and have them for my very own.  When I confided this to Erica, she was not especially impressed by my puppy-mothering instincts.

"But doesn't that mean something?" I asked, forcing my mouth into what I hoped was a beatific maternal smile.

"It might, um, mean that you should have dogs instead of children," she said.


Of course, she is right.  Baby dogs are cute to me in a way that baby children have never been.  People say that babies are cute and smell wonderful.  I maintain that even though babies *can* be cute, this is not always the case, and that they typically smell like poo.

My lack of desire to procreate is something I've been thinking about lately, as I am solidly in my mid-30s, and it's now-or-never time if I want a tiny human to spring from my loins.  Originally, my mother didn't want kids, but changed her mind and decided she was okay with it, and then she loved having them (and, truth be told, was the best, most engaged mom ever). 
So I have kind of assumed for most of my life that although I never wanted children at the moment, there would come a time when having children would go from seeming wretchedly inconvenient to seeming kind of fun. 

But this time has not come.
 

If I had a partner who (1) was dying to have kids and (2) was willing to do four-fifths of the work, having kids might sound fun.  But my DGF feels the same way I do, meaning that in tandem, we would still be sixty percent short of a parent. 


Don't get me wrong--I like kids, particularly
after the age of fiveish.  I've done a lot of teaching and coaching of various types and at various levels, and I think kids are awesome (my favorite being high schoolers).  And if someone gifted me a baby, or something happened to a friend and he or she left me with custody of their kids, I guarantee I'd throw my whole heart and soul into parenting--I really would--and I'd probably love parenting, too.  I can guarantee I'd be both open-minded and overprotective. 

And yet, I have no special desire to proactively become a parent. 
Not only does this make me feel like kind of a bad person, but it's also a little odd.  After all, tons of babies need good parents and are up for adoption.  Why don't I just adopt one?  Is it really all that different from a friend leaving me their kid?  Somehow, it feels that way.

I also keep feeling as if, one of these days, the desire to have a kid is going to grab onto me, and then I'll "get it."  But for now...  I don't get it.

Can anyone else relate to how I feel about all this? 

Next post: Well-Meaning-But-Obnoxious Things People Tell Lesbians Who Don't Have Kids
.  (Anything I should be sure to add to this list?  Tell me!)
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Guess Who's Back?

11/16/2013

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Well, folks, it's been nearly FIVE months since I talked to any of you.  But lest you thought I'd fallen off the face of the earth, I'm popping my butch little head up to say hello.  It's not that work has abated--goodness knows THAT hasn't happened--nor that I think I can write every day, or even every week.  Rather, I sort of thought I'd know when it was time for me to come back, even occasionally, and it's time.

In the spirit of re-acquainting ourselves, I'm going to list some things that have happened to me in the last five months.  Then YOU list a couple of things that have happened to YOU in the last five months.  Deal?

Okay, here's mine:
  • I travel to Boston.  I am there for less than 48 hours, and am addressed as "sir" three times.
  • My dog is diagnosed with a rare condition called "idiopathic abdominal effusion," which--from what I can tell--means, "Your dog swells up and we don't know why."  Expensive surgery and much ultrasounding ensues.  Prognosis remains unclear.
  • I get sick.  I recover fairly quickly.  I get sick.  I recover again.
  • I wear a pearl necklace.  Voluntarily.  In front of people.  Three different times.
  • I buy three suits.  Two are identical.  The third is identical to the first two, except it is grey instead of black.
  • My girlfriend (yep, my awesome DGF!) is awesome and supportive and rock-solid.  And a terrific cook.
  • In my current workplace, I am called "sir" twice when people just get a quick glimpse of me.  One of these people has known me for over a decade.  For reasons not entirely clear to me, I feel chagrined.
  • I spend one very long plane ride watching seven hours straight of Lifetime, wherein I am introduced to "Million Dollar Shoppers" (awful; I watched three episodes) and "Wife Swap" (omg). 
  • I order room service for the first time ever, and am instantly convinced that it's the world's greatest invention.  The same trip contains my second and third room service experiences.  Two of said room service experiences involve corned beef hash.
  • I attend my ex-husband's wedding.
  • I decide that the best possible way to prepare for an interview is to do an interpretive dance to Lady Gaga's "Bad Romance" without a shirt on.
  • I am deeply disappointed by a friend.
  • I am deeply touched by the thoughtfulness and compassion of two other friends.
  • I read several excellent books, my favorites among which are Ali Liebegott's The IHOP Papers, Robin Sloan's Mr. Penumbra's 24-Hour Bookstore, and Haruki Murakami's Sputnik Sweetheart.  Admittedly, I also read the third book in the "Divergent" series, and all three Girl With the Dragon Tattoo books.  Don't judge.
  • A chimney sweep and I have a 20-minute phone conversation about sexual orientation. 

So that's me in a nutshell.  I have lots, lots, lots more to say.  I'm officially back, although "back" may mean a once-a-month posting.  I don't know yet.  But I do know that I missed you.  I probably won't be back to answering emails or Facebook posts for a while, but I'll try to be in touch whenever I can!  :)

Your turn!  What's new with you guys?


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